Need more rest

Today went to 1utama with Dennis
before that i went to do facial haha
now my face look so red like monkey backside de
do mask and clean my face now my face so smooth de
but still my face look so red need to rest for few day!!
we went cinema and watched Hitman today
the movie is nice and cool
after finish the movie went home around 5pm then
walk around night market somewhere around my house


Around 8pm Min called me ask me out to have a drink
then ofcos i ask him to play some games with me in cafe
haha but what a bad day we lost most of the game haih
dunno what happen today la, not in a good mood to play
at all. After finish playing than have a drink again
than went home de


This few week never slept for 2 day or slept late
so i look so blur, even in my last blog alot of wrong spelling
until my friend Mark told me that lol
if this journal i write alot of wrong speeling sorry ya
Thanks ya Brother!


I never sleep since yesterday until now 48 hours de
so tired haih..from tomorrow start i wont be like this
anymore, i need to contro myself de

I feel like wearing back my earing, dunno why
maybe never been wearing for 2 years de
and now i wanna change my style so feel like wearing back
hope is still suit me if not only i don wear lo
i need a shopping time de, need to buy new shoes
and clothes, not gonna be wearing my white collar shirt anymore
but i still like white alot, maybe just a dif type of shirt
colour still the same haha!

Tomorrow plan? i need a long rest to recover my enegry back!
wont be going anywhere i think!

Emotion

Today woke up around 5pm! late?
cos this morning 10am something only slept
i think i'm used to it with this life de when in m'sia
haih! maybe i shoul find a part time job de
so i wont be like this anymore
for taking course will be on next year

After woke up
i went out to have my dinner de
than hang around outside siting down at the garden
thinking around looking around
watching people playing soccer badminton n
some kids running around with their parent
feel so sweet and jealous
i cant be child anymore cant run around with my parent
anymore! but now days still got sweet talk with them la!
went home arouns 8pm then siting down infront
my compurter, played some games
listened to music n watch tv program
after that went to bed de, cos suddenly feel so tired
around 12.30am, my friend rex n carmen called me out
to have a drink, first thought wanna go makmak stall
but in de end we went to serdang there, while having our drink
carmen told me that i change alot lol! don even look like last time
the way i walk the way i talk the way i dress
is all different...she say better lol! look more mature
and rex agree too!! almost 1 month never meet them de
ofcos there can easily know i'm changing alot
after finish i back home around 2am
open my main door walked to my room, phone rang again
anothers friend called asking me out
then i went out again until now 3.30am i went home

feel so hungry now lol! maggie mee again?
hope there is someone can cook for me when i'm hungry
so good! now have to cook myself
about tomorrow plan? maybe will go for a movie
or walk around

am i thinking too much?
once you falling in love to a person deeply
when the love is not yours is hard for u to let go
you will hurt more than everything so think twice before u falling in love

love the person with all your heart
with true and no regret

- am only a bestfriend of you -

Inside my memories

Sweet Memories

Oh sweet memory,
my heart breaks deep inside.
Oh sweet memory,
it's you I'm trying to hide.

Do you remember
when my lips locked in the shopping Mall,
or do you remember
the nights we spend on phone?

Oh sweet memory,
its hard now that you are gone.
Oh sweet memory,
I never knew what was going on.

Don't you remember,
I held you in my arms.
Don't you remember,
or am I lost with all my charms.

Oh sweet memory,
I'm crying so hard.
Oh sweet memory,
I won't send another mail to you.

You are my lost memory
keep me in your memories
not just a person who name chee hong
is a person who care you and love you more than everyone

What a day

Never sleep for the whole night!
not sleepy at all, can even sleep
yesterday wake up around 3pm and got a msg
from dennis asking out to have a drink!
while having drink with dennis, we talk about Min
wanna try asking him out for dota!! but he told us before he wont come out
for that day, so we decide to msg him together at the sametime
so maybe can make him come out!! but in de end he really
never come out lol!! then he scold both of us!!how about tonight?
later send him msg again la... ' yan ' him out!

Just now get a call from Rex, my singing partner
asking me out for singing on sunday morning lol!
almost a month never meet him de, dunno how was
he and his girlfriend le!! keep asking me to call some people
cos always we two person go sing, no others people claphand after
we finish a song!! hahaha " BERASAN YE "

Yesterday i called her, while talking to her
her voice can know thought that she is not happy
haih! dunno what can i do! before she sleep i called her again
she told me that she is just not feeling well! just worry about her
hope everything will be fine and get well soon
take care

GodBless

A song i wrote for you

There is some chinese words that i wrote
yesterday night before slept...
words came from my heart
- a song i wrote for u -
- a song in my heart -
- a song remain me and you -


回忆哄你入睡的时候 就是我最甜蜜的时刻
感到你不开心我难过 为你祈祷永远的幸福
听你说你们在一起了 那时候的我默默流泪
看到你那快乐的模样 就知道我该慢慢离开

每页的日记里都留了许多痕迹
留下了对你说出的感觉

你是真的爱我吗这是我每天都在想
想到快疯了你还是一样 不理会

就算不能爱你到终点
知道你快乐 看到你微笑
我还是会等待

nothing special on this few day
just went have a drink with friend thats all
miss her alot hope to see her! but i dont get a chance

- why man always make the first move to ladies -
- why man always say ladies first -
- gentlemen?? -

i'm still waiting

Yesterday i went to cut my hair
dunno why i decide it?
i went out with dennis and Min, while they reach my
house,they saw me..but they act like dunno me, keep asking
me where is chee hong?? is just because i cuted my hair
we went to have a drink, i asked dennis how is my look
after cutting my hair
last time u got a long hair look like good boy
now you dont look like ' haha
! who care? now i just wanna change my style
the way i dress dont ask me why!

today morning went to have breakfast
with dennis min and jimmy, after that we went to
watch beowolf. Show is nice but the story normal for me!
after movie we went to A&W and eat,
then we went home de, after i reach my house
i went to bed is very tired cos i only slept for 3 hour plus
for yesterday night.

My master and grandmaster haven see my yet
dunno what they will say, cos when i long hair that time
they keep asking me to cut my hair
cos my hair keep cover my eyes while playing snooker
that why i bought a hairband, but now is useless de lol!

just now i woke up, i called her! just wanna know how is she!
- waiting the day i wish -

Friends-Story of me

even the girl treat him just a bestfriend
when the girl sad, he trying to make her smile
when the girl need help, he always trying his best to help her
one day the girl hug her ' the girl give him a kiss '
when the guy think that she start to love him too
he think that the chance is coming
he show his brave to tell the girl about how he is thinking now
but in de the girl tell him is just an accidentally
she doesnt love him at all

罗志祥 好朋友
作词：Kang.Hyun Min 作曲：Kang.Hyun Min

像两首节拍不同的歌 却又同时被爱情合奏 旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐 你心中有宽阔的天空 但空气好稀薄　

曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我　
但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容　
谁在乎我的心 还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱 我曾希望用全音符
吟唱出 爱上你 那完整的幸福
但你的心没有耳朵 即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了　

你说过我是你最好的朋友 却不应该再拥抱着　
你退缩 你冷漠 于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心 会永远的寂寞

K.Chong Birthday

Today is kuan chong birthday
we went to tropicana have our dinner there
alot of food we cant even finish it
until everyone is full but the table still left alot of food
so i force myself to finish it.. make me full until vomit de!!
we order 6 different kind of food
is cost Rm244 haha!! ' heart broken ' de
since is chong birthday so everyone is enjoying the food
and fun over there!

After the dinner we went to cafe! play some game
until going to reach 4am we went to Mc donals
and eat breakfast there lol! i'm really grow fater now le
need to keep fit de! thats all for today
it look simply but is really fun

I start missing her de! how is she over there?
did she miss me? did she think of me?

Headache...Hate it

She say sorry to me cos that day outing she cancel
hmm..actually dont need to say sorry to me
i'm alright...nothing to be worry

I never sleep for yesterday night until this morning 8am
only i went to bed woke up around 5pm
and wait for dennis to call me or come out
have a drink, after that i went home de
and wait for Min to call me out again
around 9pm went out until now
just went to have a drink than play some dota game
thats all for today!
suddenly feel so dizzy..dunnot why haih
not in a good mood
later night 8pm still need to go out
cos Chong birthday so we will have our birthday dinner
at ChowYang! nothing much about today!

Feel like wanna go somewhere far from here
and enjoy my day relaxing
but still don know where to go yet!
Time for back to my working days de
not much relaxing days left

Monthly Movie

Bullet & Brain

Amidst the gunfights and bloodshed in a city of sin

there lived two legendary figures

known only as Bullet and Brain

Brothers

The death of a triad leader brought in a chain of activities
that will change the relationship of two brothers forever

When his father was killedMichael Miuhad to step up to
take over the family business which includes the triad headed by his father

The Last Legion

On the eve of twelve-year-old Romulus Augustus

crowning ceremony to become the new emperor of Rome

Barbarian general Odoacer arrives to make a deal with Orestes

Odoacer makes demands of the Roman Empire in fair exchange
for his decade-long support of the Roman legions in the east

Triangle

Life has not been kind to SAM, FAI and MOK

as they struggle to make ends meet. They then learn that an

ancient treasure is buried under the high-security Legislative

Building and agree to make a run for the treasure to test their fate

Shrooms

When five American college students arrive in Ireland

to go on camping trip with their old college buddy Jake,

they are in high spirits.

Home Alone

Our distance is going far and far
do you think about it or you dont really care
i hope it wont, cos i still miss you alot
still thinking of you! always hope you are fine
Take care! GodBless

Today everyone went out parent went to homwtown only left me at home
nothing to do, wanna go out but have to take
care the house haih. have to wait
until my cousin come
only i can go out

yesterday when to play basketball with friend
Min Dennis Choon and me
after that we when to play game in cafe de haha!
bad luck! i left my wallet inside Min car haih
but he not free to take back to me
Now no money no ic at all
if i go out, got catch by police
then i have to ask Min come de haha!

Just now went to snooker centre
master and grand master was playing there
i watch them play, so funny grand master
keep scolding master lol....
i laughing there, master look at me and say to grand master
' dont scold de la..ah hong also laught at me de '
i never play game at all for today
just went there tranning only
haha! i watched scocer match there
my favorites team Everton vs Chelsea
lucky is draw, cos everyone told me that
Everton will lose, i just told them i support Everton
I start to love Everton since last 2 years
when i start to play fifa 2oo5, i choose everton
to be my manager team hehe

Score 4 today- 4 games
Birmingham 1-2 Aston Villa
Chelsea 1-1 Everton
others 4 team have finish the match yet

Lost de chance

When u lost de chance, will you fight it back?
or
just let it go?

Last 2 day i went to sunway, just to meet a person
who is taking care of me when i was small
the person is my auntie,
she is staying near by my house, when i was small
she taking care of me all de time, just like a GodMother
but after i reach 12year old, she move out
to others place, already lost contact with her
almost 8 years i never been to met her
Last few week, my parent say to me that
the auntie that i looking for was working at sunway
some restaurant!
So i decide to meet her back!

I went to sunway with Dennis, i ask him to accompany me
When i reach the place, i saw a auntie really look
a same like her! but i'm still not sure at all
when i heard she talking, her voice
really make me sure that she is the one!
she chance alot! i try to walk pass her or
order thing infront of her, but she cant
recognize me! ofcos 8 years i have been changing alot.
But i dont have the brave to talk to her, i dunno why?
i scare i meet the wrong person n dunno how to explain
or
i scare she cant even remenber who am i!
after i finish my first drink, i try order another one
just to make her attention, but no effect
I finish another drink, i order the third one
just to make sure is she the one iam looking for!
after finish my third drink, the more pecentage i comfirm
is her! i order another drink again! this time
i wanna try talking to her more! but
the main topic i wanna say to her, i never did it!
I never tell her who am i!
why? something forcing me not to say what i wan!
brave? afraid?
in de end i never say to her anything?
just went off like that!

i walk away, while walking to pyramid
i was thinking why am i so useless! even Dennis
keep saying me no brave! hmm...
Why? ' why i dont tell her i'm Gino '

Me and dennis went to watch movie in cinema
we watched ' bullet an brain '
a chinese comedy movie!
or
maybe a action movie!
after finish our movie, we went home de

I was thinking shoul i go sunway again?
to meet her, or giving myself another chance to tell
her who am i!

Today just went out with Dennis and chun
we have our lunch and when to cafe that all!
we planning coming saturday going to S.wang
just to buy shoes!
n we planning to go P.D someday
with whole bunch a friends!

Afraid

am i afraid of something? why am i afraid
' afraid being alone ' or ' afraid to lost '
who gonna keep me strong?
myself or a stranger?
sometime i told myself to be strong!
sometime i heard some voice back of me!
who knock my door in de middle of night?
a brige light shooting inside my room
from outside?
why am i feel lonely?
because you are not around!
who are you?
why i need you? why i keep thinking of you?
are you the one who going save to me?
Afraid
What u wan from me?
am i ur partnership for life?
Afraid you are close to me!
when will u leaving me?
someday? or maybe not
my memories
you are living inside my memories
what are you doing there?
you are hurting me!
you are killing my spirit!
Love
what is love?
do i have qualifications to be in love?
do i have qualifications to love you?
do i have the ability to make u love me?
do i? do you?
everyone need time!
is the time enough for you to do what u wan?
time pass away
will it return?
only 1 day life for you!
what will you do?
running? crying? enjoying?
or
Waiting

Secret(JayChow)Piano Sheet

This song i know how to play de lo hehe..

but now looking for first kiss piano sheet

Secret movie soundtrack also

anyone have please inform me

Wat am i thinking about

6.oopm
yesterday night slept and 4am but woke up at 7am
just to go morning market to buy something
yup, i bought what i wan de!
then i went back home sleep again!
wake up around 1pm, suddenly recieve a msg
from her, say that later she cant go out with me de
got assignment to do! suddenly? or .... orthers
how about the thing i bought for u de?
nvm, i cant do anything since she say that to me!
just feel so down! excited at first disappointed at last

later after dinner i think i will go out
walk around outside take some cool air
find my master when the time is right!
feel so stress now! don wanan think too much de!

another friends birthday is coming
going to have birthday dinner with alot of friends too
tomorrow movie? alone? Maybe
just wanna relax myself! headaches de!
feel dizzy now!

just came back form outside
snooker centre not much people
master is not there, i just went out have my dinner
and went to cafe near by there to online play some game
after that i went home de, feel so bored today
dunno what to do, everything have plan for today but cancel
in de end! hmm...forget about it

holding my phone
waiting for a msg

I need more time

Today i went to watched bullet and brain again!!
normaly movie u have watched before and
u watch second time
you will feel bored and the movie is slow
but today why the movie end so fast
and i dont feel bored at all
issit she is sitting beside me? wonderful time
always pass so fast...
until after i send her back, the time is
going slow i walking alone to de star station
take the train, went to lrt station
take a train again....and walk home
but dunno why i feel so lonely that time
while inside the train i keep thinking something
just to make myself forget the time and reach home fast
but useless!

Tomorrow am i going to see her again? haih
ofcos i wanna meet her, but if she really wanna see me
or .....?

just reach home, and on de computer de
after finish sending my design to a client
since i'm online so i came to my blog
and write the journal for today
normaly around 11pm i will go snooker centre
to find my master, but today i got no mood at all
to go there! just wanna take a rest! i'm hungry!
but nothing to eat at home haih....
lazy to go out also, gonna cook myself de!

Back 2 Malaysia

Have back to malaysia last friday,
on de same night wanna give Howmin
a supprise, cos every friday night
is our dota day, i know HowMin will
go fetch Dennis out at night, so i
decide go to Dennis house and wait for
him to come, once he going to reach
Dennis house he called, so we walk out
and wait for him, i was hiding somewhere!
once HowMin reach and dennis open the car
door, i run it! HowMin looking at and Stun
for few minutes o_o!! <-- like this emoticon
really look a same like him lolx... I told him
i come back because of you la! then he say BULLSHIT
sure because of ' Her ' Birthday la..aiya..like that also
he guess right...shhh.... I pass the korean drama
disk to Dennis de, he happy la..can watch de lolx....

Yesterday was her birthday! never go anywhere
just met her and send her back home, before
back home, just went to have lunch somewhere
around her house! hmm... cant hang with her longer!
she is busy i think! her birthday mah sure lo haha..
Last friday and saturday i never slept at all, so sleepy
when i was out with her, always disturb me and ask
me go sleep, haih...sorry lo! but really happy to see her
again! miss her alot, dunno when can out with her again
le? until she is free to see me la haih...

Today after woke up, got a called from HowMin
ask me to take a ride with him around somewhere,
so oklo accompany him, we went to his cousin house
in S.buloh to borrow something, after that we went
to patrol station to buy some sweets, when we walk
out, i saw an anutie was like asking for help, so i told
HowMin about that, we walk over and see what wrong?
Her car tyers was flat and she told us that she wanna put
some air inside but why the machine suck all my ' air '
lolx... She told us she click on this button, once we look into
the info about the button we found out that she click on
loose air button.. we trying to help her to filled up again
but unlucky the air machine is spoil only for loose air....
The auntie ask her kids to call their father to come and help,
after a few second, the kids open the windos and say to his mom
" daddy say you solve urself '' <-- translated to chinese,
will u laught! We ask the workers there to help so we went off de.
After that we went to Ss2 to play some dota games and wen to
have our dinner. While having our dinner, i asked him
' what ur feeling about friday night supprise!
He gived me 2 answer one good and one bad, good is' once i back
to Msia Fmp buddy wont be bored and lots of fun ' haha....
and the bad is' he gonna waste alot of money for always going out
with me ' lolx....

This thurday got basketball la..this time and is the first time
HowMin plan for basketball lolx...unbelievable man!!! haha...
Find a day have to accompany Dennis go to S.wang buy things,
maybe tuesday or wednesday lo...cos tomorrow really need to
have a good rest, out going to many days...tired de!!