Money not enuff

One litre of tears

One Litre Of Tears Episode 1
Is a very touch Japan drama with a true story

Welcome back

I'm now at cafe online, just now went to snooker centre
i heard my master say, my grand master is back
really miss him alot, never been to meet him for 1 month de lol!
without he inside de snooker centre is so bored sometime lol!
He always make me smile and laught like crazy when he talk
but sometime trainning that time, if you make a mistake
he really can scold you until u feel like crying...

I still remember last time, i do a very big mistake, he scold me
but the sound don look like scolding la, just talk la
but the way he talk really hurt alot lol! but i never blame
cos without him, i wont be good in snooker now!

About my new jobs, yes i'm going to interview next week
but not sure when la, cos i haven inform yet

I really don have a good mood this few day, haih
alot thing to thinks, about my new jobs, about the new place
about my relation, i really dunno how to settle de
from last time, nothing can bring me down, but this time
i cant, i think i change alot, haih! think of future!

Yesterday got a call from jenny, told me that she is changing a
new jobs too, so ask me together and look for a new jobs lol!

I always sing around, when i'm out with friend in de car
i sure sing alot, even when we lan gaming, have a drink
i sure singing there lol! yesterday i told my friend
if a good voice suddenly disappear beside you, will you miss it
lol! sorry la i know i'm berasan lol!

- hope tomorrow will be a better day -

During de Party

Dennis Desmond And Jasmine Birthday Party

While Singing Birthday Song

Showing Around De Party

Nothing better to show!!

Birthday Party

Yesterday was Celebrating Dennis Demond & Jasmin Birthday
One things is they are sister and brother too haha!
so we are celebrating 3 person birthday! nice right

Before went to the party, me Min and ji went to 1u
just to buy their birthday parsent for them
saw dog having sex before? we saw a wield stuff
damm cute lol, when u press the buttom the dog
will start acting like having sex haha! so we bought it
for them! then we bought a big birthday card too
and every of our friend will sign it and give it to them
haha!

Around 7.30pm we finish shopping de, then we went to
their house de, and we start the party! i ate alot food too lol!
went we finish out party, poh yee started to be crazy
she everytime also like that! while we sang birthday song
we also dunno shoul shout who name when reach the part lol!
everything was fun yesterday, after the party we went
to have to drink at Ming Ting! After that everyone went home de
is really damm tired yesterday, i never sleep for whole day well
haih! beacuse of something la!

I send my resume to alot of company de, now still
waiting for reply haih! i'm now finding another job
for myself, maybe i'm trying to get more experience
so i can get a better job lo! this is wat i think la
I need to go for a interview soon also la! Hope
everything alright la haha!

Tell the true i'm changing alot, for something i don
like last time, now i start to love it, i trying to
into those thing that i don like! but now is ok for me
hmm.. i also dunno la!

Sadness

Memories will always appear in our mind
No one in this world will only stay with happiness
Sadness is also same as a melody of our life
We have to suffer it only we found our happiness

Like what i wirte in Journal yesterday, Is really my happy days
but today everything look diff than yesterday, I'm really so moody.

My tears drop from my eyes, Arrr..this really
make me give up on myself de,
I don wanna have a life like that, I need someone to keep in trong
but there is no one around here to keep in that!!


'I want to cross the rainbow and get back to that norn
Where together we walk as we stacked up our dream for the future, Those
glamorous days. Those glamorous days where oour dreams were connected
and we danced together.Sunday, monday.... lightning on tuesday
Wednesday, thursday snow flakes...Friday, saturday....All the colours of
the rainbow, everyday... The full moon wavers away. Answer My Voice.'

'I want to cut though the clouds and watch over your future.
I will grasp on to my dreams and walk
ahead alone in these glorious days.'

Hope everything is fine

I'm now at cafe outside my house, My house internet
always got problem, when i need to use always cant
mostly work at midnight haih!

Later will go to snooker centre meet my master they all lo
if can play some game also lo haha! my snooker skill is getting
worst de haih! never train for long de, later master scold again

I think my mood is getting better now la haih! hope so la
just write down here and show i'm alive only nothing much

My Life's

Today i dont really understand i shoul be
happy or sad, or maybe i dont even
understand myself at all.I'm kind of emotion person,
sometime i can really laugh like crazy, joke around,
sometime i can be cool!!dont really talk at all or
i can be very moody very sad just wanna be alone....

I lost a set game in snooker centre today,no in
\mood to play at all,went back to home, wanna
compose my music, some of the song i haven compose
finish yet, but there is no melody inside my mind,
i cant do it.....

My friend Joan,just called me!! say that she
need someone to help in her work
need to find a part time person who can work,
so maybe i will help her..since my time is free now,
atlease can earn some money also haha,but i haven
comfirm her yet,cos i still need to check
my time table to comfirm her lolx...

Life is always simple for me, work snooker sleep
piano and eat lolx..this is what i always do in my life
now days...hmm sometime love is also can be simple :p

I still cant sleep yet, is around 2.00am,
suddenly my friend 'Thong' called me ask me out
to have drink with him...since waiting for him to come,
just lying down on de bed,listen to music
and reading master Q comic lolx...

Happy always!!!!

Britday party ( PuiPui )

Yesterday went to Redbox with
Dennis Chong Min Weng Pui & Me for celebrating birthday
shack my head inside de room, until now my neck so pain de
need more rest again lol!

Nothing much special la! Never go out for party
stay at home do my work day and night! thinking & dreaming
Sleep and eat!

I don have a good mood today, haih! dunno what happen la
don wanna talk about it, this is farkup in mylife
just wanna get myself drunk and sleep forever!

Are you really happy

Went snooker centre Yetserdat! no one wanna play
with me! dunno why? no choice my master
have to play with me lol! than my master say we try bet
for Rm5 1 game for fun lol, than another uncle sidebet and bet
me win for Rm20, so in de end! I WON haha!!

Nothing much special actually la! When i stay in Malaysia
My lifes is just eat sleep work and play haha! nothing
much to say actually

Today 12pm went to KL with Choon and Dennis, walk around
than we watch movie - Narnia-, hmm not bad la haha!
after finish the movie, we walk around Timesquare
bought something than we go back to ss2 de, We have
our dinner there after that we went to cafe play some games!
than we went home de! now is already 2.30am, later
6.30am still need to go Jogging with Choon and Dennis...

Than 11am have to go to RedBox for celebrating Puipui
birthday and atnight still got dinner with friend!
Tired.....

About me and my baby! still de same la.... talk to her
everyday and night! but she is sick.. having fever
haih..so worry about her, just now call her
she say recover abit de, so... i also feel better la haha!
miss you alot baby! hope you recover back soon!

Reach KL

Just reach KL before 10 minutes, i came to snooker centre
everyone look at me, cos i taking a big bag and my laptop
so everyone though where am i running to? haha
some people know i came back from singapore
some people dunno!

So i came to online at the snooker centre haha! oh...
I miss singapore alot de lol, tell the true is actually
miss my baby haha! she is still working now...
called her just now told her i reach de only!

But i dunno when will i be back there again! but will be
soon.. hope my baby there will take care herself
and not making me worry so much!

Very tired now! after finish my food here, i will go home de
Time really pass so fast when you are enjoying haih!

Me & My Baby

The FIRST photo of me and my Baby taking together

Me and Her

Today will be a very SPECIAL day for Me & Her

Port Dickson

Before the day went to portdickson, i never slept at all
because i went Kl to fetch Jenny back from Singapore
after reach home also 5am, online for while until
6 something in de morning have to prepare the food de,
everything done and choon came to my house around 8am de

Me dennis choon and choon brother was in one car, another car
was Min , choon and pui, on the way going to PD, we went to
have breakfast at Klang, we ate Bak Ku Teh until 10something
I was very tired, i slept in de car de, until we reach centre market
rest for a while and have a drink there only we go to the beach

The weather is so hot, even sun burn cream also no use de lol!
while we reach the beach, finding a good place to sit
than everyone went to change, than we start jump into de water de
play around, until 3pm we ate something that we bring

after finish rest for while, everyone jump to de water again
The sun is getting more hot now! even my skin now turn darker de
around 5 something we stop playing de, everyone went to bathe and change
then we go to have dinner at restuarant near PD, the food is
very nice and the price is very nice too lol!
until we reach Puchong is already 10.30pm, have a drink there
for while, then everyone go home de!

Everything was fun and nice, and we taken alot photo too
will post some picture here next time, yesterday once i reach home
around 12am after went to bathe, i straight went to sleep de
until today 4pm only went out! maybe too tired and plus
whole day never sleep before going PD

One day trip

just came back from Outside with Jeen Jenny And Wai.
Because Jeen girlfriend Jenny back from Singapore today
reach at Pudu around 4am, so we went to fetch her back
now is already 4.30am but another 2 hour i gonna go
portdickson with Min Dennis Choon Choong Pui and Wen de
i'm sure not gonna sleep de lol!

Nothing much actually today! just went out Lunch with Mark and Jeen
than go back home, come out again with same guys plus Howe
have a drink at makmak than went to play snooker for while
than for while Wai come to meet us than we go Pudu together

Later portdickson one day trip will be how le lol! i'm de one who
ready the food.than nothing else la!
hope later the trip will be nice and fun la!