Everything little things

Few more day left lo! really cant let go!
nevermine, training only for 2 month, finish de
only i decide wanna come back here and work
or stay there haha!

Last 2 day, went to play snooker, lost a game
that not suppose to lost haih! lost money also
damm bad lucky, i make mistake again!
lucky master not there, if not i gonna get scold
like shit de!

In malaysia life nothing much special la! i lazy
to do my design here dunno why! always do
abit only!

This few day not in a good mood, dunno why la
alot things to think la! something i cant handle
myself

Ohya, i got new target de lol! i'm target a new phone
lol! I-Phone Love it alot lol! wait for me, next month
than i will buy it haha! PS3 also lol! die la, alot thing
wanna buy haha! have to save money again!

What shoul i do

What should i do!! Stay or leave

Guess who back

I'm back to Msia today! follow my cousin car
Just came back to prepare my thing!

Last 2 day i went shopping with Jenny, cant
believe what i saw! The first time i saw a short pants
so expensive! is cost Sg dollar 980!!! i wonder
who will buy it! in malaysia is already Rm2200
for just one short pants! or maybe they stick the
wrong price?? lol

Miss my dota kaki alot lol! in singapore, normaly i play
with jeen or at GG Client! Never play snooker for so long
de! dunno my skill will get worst or not!

Very tired today! I need some rest

Whatever!!!

I need to go for a trainning next month is for my work
haih! how am i gonna live without my dota kaki here le
lol! Today is FoonKit and KerMin birthday lol! too bad
I'm not at malaysia if not sure find them out haha!

Day in singapore really nothing much can do! hangout
with my friend here, have a drink or maybe dota also!

Last few day went out with Kate and sky, we went to
have a drink at Newton after that we went to yishun
dam! they are both couple now! lol they came close
issit because of me? lol

Went out with Jenny for few day, cos she accompany
me shopping lol! cos i wanna buy some clothers
so she accompany me go around, until she
told me she hurt her leg cos walk too much de lol
cos we shopping since afternoon until night time
and 3 day in a row like this haha! thanks ya

2 more day Lydia and Sally birthday also! am not
in malaysia again! haih, hope they enjoy their
birthday and may they wish come true

Keep Going

I'm back to Singapore, the first day went out with Jeen for
dota lol! than yesterday went out with Jenny, went dinner
and went to suntec shopping, haih cant find the thing i wan!
Today went out with Jenny And Jeen! We went for dinner
only, than i went back home de, cos later still need to meet
Sky and kate lol! I though of asking them meet next time one
but kate say got alot thing need to catch up so what to do!
have to go out de haha! miss them alot too!!!

Oh before the work, i need to go for a course first lol! a shot
course got 3 month, after finish only can go for work haih!
nvm la, i can improve myself too, not bad right!

So maybe i will be staying at singapore for a year first, but this
coming october i will be going back Msia with Jeen, maybe la
My plan is being halfway now! haha

Today i saw her, but i don think she saw me la lol!
anyway, anything was pass, i hope she is doing fine

Hope everything fine

Will be going back Singapore in 4 more hour lol!
So i not gonna sleep la, later in de bus only i sleep

Just now afternoon i went to snooker centre!
then suddenly got people ask for challenge lol!
Rm50 one game lol! you know what, this is
the first time i bet so much on snooker game haha.
First game 1 won, second game i lost, than the last game
I WON lol! this game is so stress lol! damm freaking
nervous lol! my heart beat every second i play...
lucky won in de end lol! free Rm50 to spend today lol!
The second game can win one haih! i make a mistake
if not i won Rm100 de :p, after the game, i went to have
dinner with my master

Atnight i meet Min and dennis at INC, went for lan gaming
than have a drink for while, Howe call me, i went snooker
centre with him lol! play until 3am then go home de! and
online until now lo!

I make a decision

I have already make the decision de! today me and
dennis went to midvally, before went there, i went to
buy the bus ticket for going back Singapore, so it will
be on this coming thursday! cos i really lazy to go there
and back here always de, just wanna stay one place
without moving, so i choose what i wan now!

But this time i go back, ofcos i still need to come back Msia
first, cos i need to bring all my thing to there also, so maybe
a party before i going back. oh wait, about my job in Spore
i still dunno can get or not yet lol! Hope can la lol!

Today we went to watch movie at midvally, we watched
Someone behide you! lol, before watching that show
i was thinking how scary is it, but nothing in de end, so movie
quite boring lol! Dennis bought his thing, and i never bought
anything today, though wanna buy a cap one, but i know
somewhere at KL cheap, but no time to go there la lol! hmm...
so i will be going myself tomorrow!

Alot thing still haven clean yet, tonight la before sleep
My clothes, my things around my bed! file inside my
computer also haven clear yet lol!

I'm now at cafe near by my house lol! went to snooker
centre sit around, talk with my master, cant believe i
won so many game in snooker today lol! issit maybe
i cut my hair shot de, and everything i look is clear haha!
Maybe maybe haha!

Thanks for loving me

卓文萱 被你爱过我很快乐

我们肩靠肩的站着
看着不停流动的河
这阵子麻烦你了
被我的爱捞住了
终于你要走了
还是想叫你亲爱的
日子有时你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的
在拍我们转过身
被你爱过我 真的很快乐 被你爱过我 感动幸福了
你紧紧抱我 温柔的我好痛 突然我才懂你不是不爱我
记得一定要好好的
不管遇见了什么人
你在我耳边说着
声音却飞得好远
我也终于勇敢了
被你爱过我 真的很快乐
被你爱过我 感动幸福了
你紧紧抱我 温柔的我好痛
突然我(才)懂你不是不爱我
(没有我更辽阔)
现在我相信那最深刻的爱
不一定会陪着我们到老的

A words in Chinese

Actually i was planning for something, but now
i really dunno still wanna continue or not! My
Destination now, i really dunno how to do?

Yesterday i went to watch Kungfu Panda lol!
i cant hear everyone is laughing all de way
from begin to de end haha! the show is really
nice! love it alot lol!

I suppose to go singapore on tomorrow, but
i dunno why i cancel it, something here
haven settle yet! i really dunno which way to go?

- qing chang de yi du chang she yi, du chang de yi qing chang she yi-
In chinese there is words, people who lost in love
will win in gambling, people who won in love
will lost will gambling, but what about me lol!
some this words is really true lol! I won alot in
gambling this 2 days lol! not alot la, a bit only i think lol!

I'm am getting better and better now! one thing
i'm worry now is my destination only! i will think it
tonight! and make a decide, i give mself 1 day time to
think about it! i hope i can do it!

I'm Alright

After a few day drinking with my master and friends
I think i'm ok right now! nothing to be worry de
I'm stop drinking now! Yesterday i was drunk i think?
i vomit lol! i drank alot yesterday, when i drunk
i remember i drop my tears! maybe! but
i'm alright now! i start to laught and play around

Today afternoon, i went to snooker centre
play with my grand master! ofcos i will lose
but i lose so many point to my master lol!
even my master give me alot of chance de, but i still
cant play well lol! i make my master disappointed haih!
So sorry to him!

After that i went to 1Utama with Dennis and Choon
We went to watch movie, we watched SuperHero
but alot of kids inside de cinema, but this movie
i though is above 18? cos alot of part also talk about sex
lol! so i wonder what the parent there will do when
the screen is above 18 that time lol!

Last 2 day i went to drink with my master lol!
and we having lot of fun there also haha!
hmm....my grand master is going back to sarawak for
work on next morning, i gonna miss him alot!
he is only come back for few day only haih! so sad

friends I'm fine, thanks for your caring, yes i know
i still got you guys haha! I'm a wake now : )
Tomorrow my grand master not in here anymore
so i wont think i will still going snooker centre much de
maybe just stay at home, and ready for my interview
next week!

I Love you

I'm missing you

I'm Missing You

I miss your love, since you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause
[ Lyrics accessible from http://www.rare-lyrics.com ]

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)

I miss your love since you been gone
I find it hard to go on
and this feeling inside
I just break down and cry