Illusion

Just came back from snooker centre,dunno why
cant really play, dont have the mood to play
always miss...

Today siting down in front of my piano,try to play a song
but cant do it,something keep disturbing my mind
dont really know what happen to me,cant do anything today.

Failed with everything, what happen to me,i cant understand it
i wish i'm happy always but there is something always make me cant!!
people around me,always ask me" why are u so quite,dont really talk"
actually I'm very talkertive person, is because u dont really know me!
I hope tomorrow will be better